Written on Wednesday, April 14, 2010 by Jason Wee
Settled. I thought, as I changed to a reserve. No more peer pressure, no more mockery of physical weakness. But noo, as God put it somehow that someone just had to not show up. Stumbling down to the field while trying to hook on my number, I thought to myself feelings of embarrassment and disappointment. So I ran just for the sake of running, not like I could be any faster than anybody else. I wondered, why didn't the 3rd runner start to jog? I asked, like it was my fault.
Later, the 3rd runner scolded me in the stands, blamed me for the decrease of speed I put upon us. Insults, not a word of encouragement. Sakit jiwa, I thought. As he sat down and still had that mentality in mind, I knew this horrible team philosophy is like, you know, bad. With the little amount of 100plus I had holding in my hands, I sat down in front of him and splashed him right in the face.
"Wake up" I said. "Winning isn't everything".
Him, completely shocked, I continued, "Its the experience you get, giving your best try is the best thing anyone can do". Or something like that. He then put up a fight (words, I mean), and compared a 4x100m run in a school to the Olympics and Michael Phelps. His words, "people don't remember you if you get silver or bronze, its GOLD".
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I think I come to a point in my life where I'm sick of this mentality which I had. Winning, achievements, posts. Expectations are for ourselves, not anyone else. As long as we gained something from it, it's good enough. Trials and errors can a person go through, but he can't conquer the world.
So what if there's no victory? I would like to think there's victory in our brains, cheering for new experience gained. Then again, who said the brain was any less than the body? Brain-ers, how often pubble down achievements to others. The tongue is sharper than the sword, no less.
My point is today, that I'm done with all these obsessions. A step forward in life and I should never take this mentality up again.
"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith." :)
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Written on Sunday, April 04, 2010 by Jason Wee
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Epic. :)
Sigh, how time passes by so fast. :(
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Written on Wednesday, January 20, 2010 by Jason Wee
A while ago, in 2008, I had a blog post ranting if I should become a prefect or not. And my brother commented on it,
Until this year, I didn't really get what it means (HAHA, what a first post for 2010!). I know I'v left my blog for so long. Heh. So some updates! :
- 2 Angsana 2010!
- Ex pengerusi tingkatan!
- Bendahari Maju! (skip classness :D)
- In KarateDo last minute! Absss.
- Nostalgia :)
- Pengerusi Robotik -.-
- CF camittee! assistant worship coordinator 2 :P
Yes, EX dah pun. I stepped down on Friday, and got replaced by Shannon on Monday. Reason? Well, one of it is cause I'm so sick of it already ._. But I let go of my Pencegah Ponteng D:
Secondly, I don't want to have tension in class, since I'm quite tension everywhere else! So kan, referring to my brother's comment, I am officially avoiding all disciplinary posts! After all my previous positions (pfft -.-), most of it were quite a waste of time, if not only contributed to building my character. HUHUH.
And, my personal goal (cheh haha), is to bring a positive impact on everyone I meet, to change for the better!
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I got soo pissed of yesterday. Snugglewugglepuffpuffness I want proper debate! How do you expect half a class to debate with half a class -.- It's so tiring lately, and quote Alycia, "everything's so hectic" :(
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Back to homework >;(
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Written on Wednesday, December 30, 2009 by Jason Wee
Much of with tons of unedited pictures (I am soooo sorry!) and school preparations, I should do this blog post of, 10 resolutions for 2010!
Number 10
Sigh, although I really hate saying this, but, I NEED TO LEARN CHINESE. Wo Pu Hui Ciang Hua YI!!
Number 9
Illustrator Skills.
I would be lying if I said Adobe Illustrator hasn't been my back up for the past 2 years now. Illustrator, is also useful when it comes to design, and has triggered the artistic side of me. Which I now know, isn't my niche. But nevertheless! I still can improve in it! Logos are FTW :)
Number 8
Money Control.
GAHH. I almost went broke this Christmas. I really need to learn how to record my spending, like how I did last year. So I must be more kiamsiap, and save .. maybe to buy something related to to 6 or 7. :P
Number 7
You wouldn't believe this but, fashion.
HAHA TOO MUCH RIGHT. Some of you have saw me with my new pair of pants, which my brother says, is back from the 50's. For this aspect in my life, I gratefully, need advice. Of which, must find cheap clothing too! How would a fedora match?
Number 6
Music Skills.
This has come up pretty recently, due to Tianxi and Friends. Currently, I am obsessing about learning to harmonize. EEESH! During Alycia's session in Impact camp, my guitar was horrible :( Must improve!
Number 5
Bible Knowledge.
Aish, every time I want to quote a verse, it just can't get out, or I can't land on the right one! This is a definite area in need of improvement.
Number 4
Studies.
Before I got really involved in CF and all, one of my main goals for the holidays was to study ahead for ASEAN scholarship. But of course, it did not happen =\. In fact, I haven't even started on my Form 2 cause I'v been to camp after camp! I must not neglect my studies, how to become PM like that? :-)
Number 3
Friendships.
I cannot count the number of friends I made this year. It is frankly so hard to keep track! Thank God for sending Facebook! From school to camps to church, terlampau sangat! I would have never expect to get so close with friends from other states! *hinthintwinkwink* And who knows, even other countries next time, for that matter!
But I also have neglected friends, which I am truly, very sorry :( Sometimes I get to caught up with my activities and other friends, I seem to put some aside. Always remember, I appreciate you loads! From DJ, CF, scouts *squels*, RR, NSCFL Camp 09' (FTW!), Impact/B2B, the numbers are crazy ;)
Meeting new friends.
While sustaining old ones ;)
Number 2
Body.
HAHAHAHHAHHAHA. I am still a bit upset with the muscles I lost this December, cause I completely stopped my workout since NSCFL Camp due to all the activities. Which I actually think, is the reason why I lost 4KG. :( But not to worry! Cause I'll be having a secret place to work out :-) Anybody wanna follow? =P Hopefully it'll last!
Just some simple bizz on my Christmas in Singapore, they had this throw-your-ball-into-the-river thing which writes your New Year Resolutions.
It's a freaking river full of blown up balls! This picture alone cannot describe it.
And this, was my resolution. HAHAHAHA.
Wee Family 09'
and..
Number 1
You guessed it. GOD :)
He's my priority in my life. Everything I do, should be in His name. And His name should be glorified! And in 2010, I should put my energy into..
Recess Revo!
CF Camp 10'!
and being a pioneer of.. School Christian Fellowship Malaysia Blog :)
And being more involved with Impact! Well, here's a tricky part. But have I mentioned that I'm actually from SIBKL? Well, I have my reasons of not going to youth there see. So I go to Impact :D But sometimes I feel torn apart. My prayer is that God will resolve this in 2010!
In conclusion,
I hope that,
2010 will be FTW.
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Written on Tuesday, December 01, 2009 by Jason Wee
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Two words.
Epic awesomeness.
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Written on Thursday, November 19, 2009 by Jason Wee
I'm giving a heads up to disgusting yet quite funny photos of my teeth below! It's pretty gross if you ask me =p
So yes! If you have met me face to face before, of course you would have noticed my not-so-nice teeth. This is due to overcrowding and it's time for braces! So before this I've been to three other orthodontists but I chose a clinic called, Smile Clinic :D I love its modern ID and they have hand sanitizer everywhere!
Well currently my mouth is in horrid distress and the discomfort is added on with some mold on my molars :( Dr. Chew says my bite is too deep. Meh. So here comes the horrible before photos!
I warned you! See so horrible right! And if you're wondering what those green stuff are, it's separators I put pre installment. Yes I know the 3rd picture super syok. Haha! So my teeth now are like..
Huhuh. Looks sorta like an ad, no? I'm using Damon braces, not your normal tie not braces. Apparently it's supposed to be more effective and have faster treatment time. It just clips on the wire like this!
Should be taking it out by around March 2011. Don't laugh.
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Written on Sunday, November 15, 2009 by Jason Wee
Yeap. Okay going to be a very long winded speech here :
Although we weren't the best class, obviously, and honestly I didn't like it. But it takes me time to appreciate how great this class is. I cannot imagine myself being in any other class seeing myself now. I know that I'm not the best class president, obviously, and am really a pain and annoying at times, but I'm just doing my job okay! Yalah, sometimes I do mistreat you all, but heck I ain't perfect. At times I just hate you till death, but also love the time spent. Imagine, during our first day of school, the class was so quiet! I mean, there was talking, but everybody were stoners, heh. Then slowly a week passed by and I knew my job wasn't going to be that easy. And sure it wasn't. Aiyo how you expect me to handle you all?? And during that 1 day of being a prefect, it really felt weird not taking care of you all anymore (and my Buku Pencegah Ponteng being held by Brian!). Up till now, when teacher asked, who talks the most in class, I was frankly shocked you all said my name. I mean do I talk that loud?? Haha. Our class was all the way in block F, and it was supposed to be easy getting you all to KH, but obviously it wasn't -.- So for everything I'v done wrong, my sincerest apologies. I know you all hate me, and I hate you too, but choi, it's life :)
Pictures credited to Jun Yu, slight cropping and editing by me. LOL.
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Written on Friday, October 30, 2009 by Jason Wee
Is to become buff. Six pack abs. Pecs. Biceps triceps. All that. YES! And obviously during exams, I have not been exercising regularly and my fats have accumulated! So as I have promised to my body, I NEED TO EXERCISE EVEN MORE now. I plan to exercise, everyday. So if you see me in school don't hesitate to ask me "did you exercise this morning?" and if I answer no give me some teasing about how fat I am !!
So, this is my plan for today until next Sunday :
OCTOBER :
30 - 1000 Skips = complete!, 100 stairs = 30 only :( , 100 pushups = complete!
31 - 100 stairs = replaced with 500 skips, 500 crunches = 400 only :(, routine arm workout = complete! ++ 20 pushups and 20 back stretches
NOVEMBER
1 - 50 stairs, routine arm workout *compromised :( stupid diarrhea!
2 - 1000 skips, 100 stairs, 100 pushups, hardcore ab routine
3 - 50 stairs, 15 minutes intense cycling (machine LOL), 500 crunches, 100 squats
4 - 1000 skips, 100 stairs, routine arm workout
5 - 1000 skips, 100 stairs, 100 pushups, 500 crunches
6 - 100 stairs, 100 pushups, hardcore ab routine, 50 squats
7 - 1000 skips, 100 pushups, routine arm workout
8 - 200 crunches, 50 pushups
And I'm also considering on going on an all vege and fruits diet for 6 days. That'll be seriously, hardcore. Oh well.
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